So I am realizing that I am mean and hateful to everyone that I know. I am not meaning to but I can't stop. My brain-mouth filter is flippin gone. I feel emotionally fuckered sense of humor is leaving and taking what feels like my humanity with it. Right now I HATE the "tester" It is not tests it is viscious who does this and why in the heck would someone say thank you for testing me to let me prove my strength. Guess what dude if I haven't proved my "strength" to you yet then screw you. I am done: fix it or forget it. I'll fight because I want to see Eclipse and Breaking Dawn my belief in "god" will fade in and out.
To the people:
IF you have some holyier than though preachy HOLD YOUR HEAD UP speech STOW IT. I DON'T want to hear it. If you bring it out I will tell you off and then I will feel bad about it so just don't do it!!!!
Support is all I need Support and no preachy ness Your preachy makes you feel better but makes me angry.
crack jokes, be fun, be funny, but don't try to shove "god" or whatever you believe in down my throat. It seems that cancer is what people think of as "This is my best shot to reach a lost soul" SHOVE IT. I would appreciate it under normal circumstances these are not normal circumstances. you must understand that and you must roll with the punches, that is what I am having to do, you should roll with punches as well.
Oh yeah guess what!!! I ALREADY HAVE A BELIEF SYSTEM DON'T SCREW WITH ME!!!! Sorry bout that. Like I said, I am mean.
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