giving up sounds pretty damn good right now. I destroyed my relationship with my sister and she is a flake and a guilter, i have 2 problems her and cancer. I don't want to call anyone and the one person I did call didn't pick up his phone...Hows that for a giant kick in the gnads, when you're down already.
I can't find wicked cd for the broadway musical I have been to entertainmart, movie trading co., target (did not pick up the phone), called walmart, half price books and best buy all of them are out of this particular cd.
It seems like the end of the world nothing is going right and on top of that the radiology peopl don't give 2 shits as to whether I live or die I bet they wouldn't even miss me if I stopped going. I mean thay are just there to get a paycheck, pumping peopl full of radiation torture is simply a perk.
Oh yeah and I have to go to karen fink tomorrow. Oh Joy!!! I pissed her off and she told me not to call about every little thing well fine I won't call...ever.
I am sad and helpless because I cannot drive and I have a big hateful bug in my head that is fighting with me for this body.
I don't think local stores actually carry CDs anymore. They only sell product being pushed by the big major labels that look nice on shelves near cash registers. Online is the way to go on buying CDs. For what it's worth, the giant Amazon and Barnes&Noble warehouses both have it.
ReplyDeleteAnd you are correct in saying the radiation dungeon masters wouldn't care if they didn't see you again. They've seen sooooooo many people go through their clinic, you really are quite literally a number, rather than a name and a face.
They are there to cook your brain, that guy's neck, that woman's boob, that other guy's butt, and then collect their rather low paycheck (given what they are responsible for).
Finding really caring rad techs, nurses, doctors, therapists, and so on is very, very hard. A lot of people went into this industry (and that's what it is, an industry) because there were jobs available. Doctors who really care about treating people are in Haiti right now.
I'll hit Mike with a stick for you if he's being a twit. If he's being wonderful, then I won't unless I just feel like hitting him with something.
Hang in there. The world is not against you, it's just a really big busy place. It's rare to see all the pieces come together at the same time.