Dave Matthews Band and radiation

So I just sent an email to the .... well someone I think can get In touch with Dmb. I requested well.. More Like begged to meet them.
The woman must have thought
a) I was some deranged fan making a big fat lie up to meet them
B)I was a genuine fan but was stretching the truth
C)she Beleived me

I cried a little and lost my words totally. I think I said my usaual good bye "I'm gonna say bye now."
She thought I was an idiot. on crack.

i have been a 16 year fan of Dave matthews band and I will meet their late sax player leroy moore in heaven.... whenever I get there.

I'm terminal but it is exhausting going through the treatments to extend my life or make me be cancer free.

Radiation was fun last night. They ignored my swollen hand guess it has to blow up like a balloon with fingers for them to notice. Ignored My ankle again the previous statement of balloon but with toes.
I am watching and feeling these things happen to me I am telling doctors but they are ignoring me I don't think there is just "nothing they can do" I think they genuinely don't see anything wrong. I hope they notice before its too late.
I feel like I am in the middle of the road and see a mac truck coming at me and my feet won't move.

Guess that says it all. I will let you know how the meeting DMB thing plays out.