Friday, February 5, 2010

first wk of february 2010

so this wk started off bad... really bad. I flipped out bc my cousin died he was 22.
 so my family is distraught.
I was tired mon-thurs but this morning I woke up and it feels like I am on a very thin sheet of happiness and it will eventually grow and become solid or crack, splinter, shatter and I will fall through into the icy water below.  Mike and I are playing the wait and see game.
I am scared and tentative, because I feel back to normal.  normal is abnormal to me now.  But Dr Fink is thinking of giving me the month of MARCH OFF!!!!!!  That would be nice mike and I will pack up the dogs and just go away for a while.

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