I looked Marriane in the eye and said "fuck you" and then they left. Mike changed his tune from plz stay to you are no longer welcome in this house and it is all bc of me. Me and my damn broken brain mouth filter.
She (marrianne) looked me in the eye and said, "thats right act like a lady for once."
Theresa I'm sorry. I've gotten myself into a fine mess. And I will get myself out of it. I just need a few days peace and quiet. w/out incessant chattering. Nervous or not.
Stephen comprehends what the frontal lobe controls but he doesn't "get it" what it means to have someone digging around up in there for a chunk spoiled brain.
I am now waiting for the depression to set in I know it is coming lurking around the corner like some bad dream. My family is set up for support but they don't understand the implications of brain damage I Am living it no brain mouth filter when I get angry.
I pissed them off too much for them to stay. just like i did when i was young and dad gave me to beth and she gave me back saying i was just to much. i wear on people and that is a fact. We asked them to stay for mike and they said no. Well that is 1 down.
Handi ride: here i come.
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