Graduated from radiation!!!

graduated from radiation.  today is the first day of the rest of my life.  I know its cheesy but you cannot understand how this feels unless you've been through it. 
I can attach this feeling to hiding in a hloe and finally seeing the light.  Being poked and proded through the whole ordeal was noxious.  See I don't know if I spelled that right and I don't care.  All I know is today I got to sleep late and tomorrow  though not promised I will wake up late, like at 9am.  But the thing is I wonder how I am going to feel after 3 days instead of 2 days break.  What can I expect as I embark on this rollercoaster ride.

what makes me so strong why have I come so far and still feel empathy for others.  At least I am not jaded.  Still waiting for my energy to return though i hope they yanked out the adhd.  Now who am I?

"That's all I've got How did you like that?",(Kellie Rasberry "Kidd Kraddick Morning show")

Did not create it just copied and pasted

Sikhs believe that every creature has a Soul; on death, the Soul is passed from one body to another until Liberation. The journey of the Soul is governed by the deeds and actions that we perform during our lives. If we perform good deeds and actions and remember the Creator, we attain a better life. On the contrary, if we carry out evil actions and sinful deeds, we will be incarnated in “lower” life forms – snakes, lions, zebra, monkeys, hippopotamus etc. The person who has evolved to spiritual perfection attains salvation – union with God.^{[citation needed]}
The Karmas of a person will definitely have their effect, both good and bad. No worldly power can change the course of their movement. But according to the Sikh thought, the Almighty God, with his Grace, may pardon the wrongs of a person and thus release him/her from the pangs of suffering.^[24] Reincarnation, simply stated, is the law of cause and effect: reincarnation does not create any caste or differences among people: past and present life's actions simply have a bearing upon a specific individual. Reincarnation in no way makes one superior to another.

believe me YOU CAN make a difference

Okay like the fb thing about the colors of the bra here goes.  support this give it to your churches organizations doctors

http://www.thesouthernshift.com/tags/texas-coalition-compassionate-care

http://www.cannabisni.com/medicinal-cannabis-news/1295-the-texas-coalition-for-compassionate-care-want-marijuana-legalised-for-medicine

Source: http://www.nbcdfw.com/news/politics/Texas-Group-Wants-to-Legalize-Marijuana-as-Medicine-80676112.html

Legalize it please

Please spread the word.  Click the link to go to support for legalizing MEDICAL marijuana in texas.  It is critical for cancer patients who have no desire to eat and are in chronic gut wrenching pain.

http://www.texascompassion.com/Print-Materials/minister-org%20statement.pdf

first wk of february 2010

so this wk started off bad... really bad. I flipped out bc my cousin died he was 22.
 so my family is distraught.
I was tired mon-thurs but this morning I woke up and it feels like I am on a very thin sheet of happiness and it will eventually grow and become solid or crack, splinter, shatter and I will fall through into the icy water below.  Mike and I are playing the wait and see game.
I am scared and tentative, because I feel back to normal.  normal is abnormal to me now.  But Dr Fink is thinking of giving me the month of MARCH OFF!!!!!!  That would be nice mike and I will pack up the dogs and just go away for a while.

ouch

this sux.  My hair hurts.  not kidding the radiation is killing the folicles and it HURTS!!!!!! but I can't pull it out. I put tape on my head and ripped it off hoping that it would take the hair with it. it sort of worked.  I just need to shave it.

But I made my fathers chicken soup.  Yay!!!

Treatment Calendar

Here is the most updated calendar of Andrea's treatment schedule.

http://www.google.com/calendar/embed?src=l1fpamh2dn7mfb35900euv0ric%40group.calendar.google.com&ctz=America/Chicago







We are working on trying to find other means of transportation through CanCare.org. However, their resources are very limited. If you would like help out and drive Andrea to or from any of her rehabilitation sessions, please contact me and I'll fit you in.

Thank you.

Mike