Buckle up folks, this might get scary

Hallucinate much?
So sick and nauseous started at 2 am this morning...so sick but couldn't throw up this continued until around 6 or 7 am when I hallucinated and it apparently made the nausea stop.
I was awake already begging to puke. I couldn't so I got back in bed and all of a sudden I was in a darker than normal library looking place there was a calm I have NEVER felt before as close a I can get to describing it is serene I felt someone take my hand it was a he but I couldn't see his face dressed darkly and he was pretty tall he seemed to be right in front of me but also far away. I noticed the oddest details, tall fairly thin, blond, I don't know anyone like that and it was just weird b/c the whole thing lasted maybe 15=30 seconds.

I walked in the library called for mike and then someone took my hand and said, It's starting." I asked, "what is starting?" He said, "Your death." I pulled my hand away and said ,"No." then I realized my eyes were open and I was looking at Mike he wasn't holding my hand and I felt calmer than ever have before and my nausea was 100% gone.

I tried to find it again but couldn't. I have to assume it was a hallucination.
How whacked is that? It wasn't scary AT ALL it was the total opposite of scary it was very calming which it what makes it weird.

Oy Vay!!!

I used to be very good at spelling and still am but the keys get hit in a wrong manner Sorry folks.

So here is the deal,
One day I was having headaches that were making me vomit and would not go away and all of a sudden (after multiple trips to the Doc and an MRI, pain meds that were useless, a neurologist that looked confused, and a neurosurgeon that seemed unfazed) I had a needle stuck in my brain and am being told I cannot go back to work until further notice. I am STILL very weak and am so freaked out that I cannot tell which symptoms are psychosomatic and which are genuine. I am changing my diet trying to start yoga and attempting to wrap my head around the fact that my seemingly storybook ending has plot twist like this.
....Not married 30 days and she was diagnosed with a grade 2 astrocytoma on her left frontal lobe; yep right on top of her motor cortex (why I am SO tired). The doc said it looked like it webbed across my brain so surgery is not an option b/c it isn't just a mass.
I do not know if I will have to leave my job, however I may have to take disability. Stephen, give me your fax # and I will get a copy of the pathology report to you and Charlie. Mike and I are looking into MD Anderson in Houston and SPORE Programs for excellence in tumor research in California, Birmingham, and Raleigh, among others. We are going to fight this with everything I've got. IF I GO DOWN I WILL GO DOWN SWINGING!!!!!

AT this point my husbands parents were on a month long cruise. Needles to say we kind of ruined it for them. SORRY GUYS.