so you need to know me and a wee bit of background, I talk about Death ALL THE TIME! Not kidding and I know how to turn ANY convo to about death.
One day a person from my supprt group gave me pam abernathy s # I called and we set up an apppt mike qwent witgh me she told me flatly in front of mike Her precise words were:"stop making yourself a victim." stop obsesssing about death it is gonna happpen to us all and we are living onb the other hand you are walking dead. I was mad at her of course and I did not think she was nice but it took me about a week and I stopped being mad and started to think. stop obsessing about death and obsess how I am gonnna get through this and on to the next hurdle. I felt like a weight was lifted
Holy crap I have been at the park since 11 am and it is now 6pm. Time for meds and bed. My other goal is to wear myself out every day. I want my muscles back they've atrophied badly so I garden and paint since I cannot get to the gym and since I can't drive I take my dogs to the park on the corner. I met pastor Jeremy he was nice and gave me free reign. SCORE!!!!!!!!!
I can paint while the dogs run around. YAY
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