Wow

I am so incredibly thrilled, honored, and humbled in this moment.  Why? You ask.  Well, I'll tell you.
On the way to lunch today I received a phone call from
Brittany Cordeiro

Publications Coordinator

Department of Neurosurgery 

MD Anderson Cancer Center

She asked me if I would be willing to be on the "Patient Panel" for the Together in Hope Conference Aug9-11.  She then went on to explain that it would be me and 3 other patients (survivors) give a 10 minute talk about their experience in their own words.  Then the floor will be open for questions.  There will be around 125 people there consisting of Patients, Caregivers, Doctors, Nurses and people that are generally interested in knowing more about the new treatments for brain cancer.  Then the Astros are playing the Rangers (baseball) and the game is going to be dedicated to brain cancer awareness.

     I asked her why me.  She said that my story is one of inspiration.  Again I don't think I am and inspiration.  I just did what ANYONE would do when faced with a potentially fatal disease.  I researched doctors, got 2nd and 3rd opinions, Threw out the possibility of the wait and see approach. I was terrified, absolutely gut wrenchingly TERRIFIED. The only reason that I got through it was God and Mike and the overwhelming support of my family, friends, and strangers. For all of whom I am deeply grateful.  

     My friend Paul said it would be an opportunity to get a job.  UMMMM love ya Paul but no.  This is not about me, I am there to help people in this situation figure out how to get through it with their sanity intact. Let them know They CAN DO IT.  (I love that line.) YOU CAN DO IT, YOU CAN DO IT, AND EVEN WHEN YOU THINK YOU CAN'T, REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE STRONG AND YOU CAN.  That is a direct quote from and email I once received.  

  So to all of the people with cancer out there I want you to remember that line.  It became my mantra when I felt like giving up.  Remember it is better to be on this side of the dirt.